Torn Between Loyalty & Trust

I'm heartbroken but I still care
Don't know if it's the cheating or the manipulation that makes me flare
Now dear, I dare you to care for my fears
Since you made me a mess
Hmmm.. What a world! I gave you my all!
But wasn't enough!

You followed your lust
Neglected my trust
Loyalty I gave
Deceived me for days

Enough !! Oh enough! That's how I moan whenever we touch.
You got me reminiscing on your warm lips when we kissing
See my guides hissing, steady dismissing my feeling that keeps me regressing

Can I blame them though? No, why would I?
They know better than I
That night, They watched me breakdown
After you replaced me by daylight
Who would have known?
That our love could be overthrown
By a lady who had a man of her own

Anyway, I admire your desires
You wear them like fine attires
Put yourself first like front tires
As your student, I'm inspired

I had envisioned a lifetime by your side
Where I have your joystick forever inside
Pardon my French, I thought I'd ride you till you die
But you collided with fate in its infinite cruelty & made it an impossibility

So, my love, as I bid you farewell, know that our romance will always hold a special place in my nightmare

May you not find me in anyone
But find you in everyone.