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TheBigBreakfastClub

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TheBigBreakfastClub

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"But l'm already hurt." I breathed down his neck.
My cheeks touching his.
He sighed down my neck as I continued feeling his soft skin with my face. My eyes closed, feeling his hands grip my frame. My lips trembled with fear and tears streamed down my cheeks
"When it comes to fighting me, you never give up, you find more strength than you think you have. And I really ....
He kisses down my neck and lightly bites my earlobe ......really enjoy breaking down your little attempts for salvation. And I'm going to break every single thing inside of you until I please. I'm not done robbing you of your innocence. You're mine."
As he slowly spoke into my ear, blood rushed from the top to the bottom of my body. My heart ached and my chest ached. My eyes stung and my brain told me he was right. He wasn't going to let me go.
He only meant to use and take and break her.
All because of one mistake. One.
Arya Oberoi, a kind-hearted and innocent teenager, becomes the target of Xavier Martin's torment. Xavier, fueled by his own revenge, dark desires and needs to dominate, manipulates Arya into a life of servitude.
Xavier manages to control every aspect of Arya's life, her body, mind and soul ,leaving her trapped in a cycle of fear and despair.

Where will Xavier's dark desires drive Arya?
Will Arya give herself to Xavier or die surviving?
Where did it all start and where will it end?

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Trigger warning A: abuse, mental abuse,physical abuse, love-hate, abortion, bdsm.

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