A million ways I couldn't tell her goodbye

Through this book you will begin to more understand the true aspect of Nick and Lilah's love story. This book shows the entirety of the love story and nicks battle of cancer.. Nick is struggling with the grieving process of dying and how hard it is for him to say goodbye to the love of his life. While this book takes place before he died and is through Nicks perspective while the first book is through Lilah's perspective after Nicks death. The ring pop will be a gut wrenching reference in the book. Nicks dying last wish was to marry Lilah although he couldn't bring her to a real alter he had his family gather around the hospital bed and they got married with ring pops.