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You don't know what you've got until it's gone

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My name is James. 
I have two brothers, two identical brothers. 
My life was always 'different' but it was by no means boring.
It wasn't always easy but we made the most of it. 
When I was sixteen I had one of the worst experiences of my life. Looking back on it now, that year changed me, a lot. It molded me into the person I am today. It chokes me up to even think about it, but if anything had been different I wouldn't be where I am right now. 
You know how they say everyone has a purpose?
It's true.
Even someone you may think can't contribute at all. If you look hard enough you'll find it, their reason for being here. 
Some people can see it without much effort at all. Unfortunately for others, they don't realize it until their gone.Tous Droits Réservés

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The ways we lost him(completed), écrit par Komorebi_00

I always believed that my group of friends were resilient enough to withstand anything. But then that day happened and I watched it helplessly crumble. I wasn't aware it had to crumble to build itself back up again. It was a painful process But I learned so much, I overcame so much. Here is our story. -/ Imagine the most awful thing you're mind can conjure up, in the darkest crevices of your conscience. Well for me, that was made a reality. My entire world was collapsing. I thought I knew myself, I thought I knew others, I knew nothing.

This couldn't get any worse, écrit par Kelsey_C_

Sophronia Nolan, sixteen, honors student. This is me, the definition of my life and who I always strive to be. But, that's kinda hard when you have seven brothers, who are legends at your high school. Almost no real friends, cause I'm "popular"-not by choice, and I'm trying to run the student council. All while keeping my GPA up and trying to keep my family in check. Soph's junior year was about as complicated as she thought it could get. While working hard at school and keeping her family running, she doesn't see that her junior year will be one of the most traumatizing and confusing times of her life. Old friends and old flames come crawling back, along with the memories of heartbreak. Just like every other teen she has her shameful secrets, but what the people closest to her have been hiding, will rock her world. Will there be love. Heartbreak. Betrayal. Old flames. Biotches. Cheerleaders. Jocks. And some of the best memories ever. Duhhh...this is high school man! ON THE CHARTS!!! #208 in relatable- 4/10/21 #85 in old flame- 8-3-21

𝑫𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑻, écrit par diiyeaaa

[UNEDITED || SLOW UPDATES] " Y-You don't understand, you never will, I see, hear and feel things that aren't real! I have these random urges to do things, dangerous harmful things. The-there are voices in my head calling out to me, i-it tells me to do things. Every morning I wake up, I wake up wishing that I was normal, just somebody normal. Is that too much to ask for ?" She wished to be normal, pretended to be normal. That's what it is with pretending, when you begin to pretend you begin to believe. But, in this pretense she had forgotten that she wasn't supposed to be normal, she was supposed to stand out. She was supposed to be DISTINCT. ____________________________________________________ THANKS FOR GIVING MY STORY A CHANCE!

The Place I'll Stay, écrit par Badboysdoitgood

I never thought I would be in this position. Fighting a battle I can't win, facing a future I can't control. Finally happy with the life I live while being faced with the possibility that I won't survive it. Yet here I am. Forced to confront the ghost of my mothers death, my tormentor of nine years, and a truth I wish I could forget. For the first time in my life, I want to live. But how do I do that when every day could be my last? How do I find out who I really am when I've spent so long pretending to be someone I wasn't, out of survival? This is my story. And yet I'm not sure I'll survive it.

..., écrit par monica23031

Altered, écrit par LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

My Choice (Third in the "Baby Brother Series), écrit par Karyla

We didn't expect for the world to have changed so much in a year. We only lived in the US long enough for me to end up being my brother's guardian. Our parents died, and we both want to be stronger and better people. For some reason we never get that opportunity. Or do we?

Almost Perfect World, écrit par bandskeepalive

What would you do if one of your closest friends lost his life due to unfair causes? What would you do if you knew his death could have been prevented? What would you do if you didn't want anyone else to lose their life the same way? Would you stay still and do nothing, or would you try to make a difference? Would you be the difference the world needs?

Out of Time || j.m., écrit par TWareLovely

"I'm sorry, James. The tests were positive. You have cancer," the doctor said. In that moment, I felt my entire world crumble. Everything I knew, everything I loved, I would have to say goodbye to. How was this even fair? I'm 23 years old, I haven't lived yet, haven't experienced much, and yet I was going to die. I might have just given up completely if it wasn't for her. She is the only reason I am still alive, yet she can't know of my disease. She can't know anything. I just have to pretend that everything is going to be okay before I have to say goodbye, before I run out of time.

Miracle|√, écrit par Exoticxrose

Miracle Deveraux Kind, forgiving, caring, smart and overall an amazing person. One of the nicest people anyone could get the pleasure of knowing. But she struggled to believe any of this, with each day that past. She thought she was: Annoying, incompetent, worthless, an attention seeker. Replaceable. You see she was always a happy girl growcing up until coming towards the end of middle School. In the beginning of 7th grade was when the torment began. Physically and mentally. She grew up disabled. She had cerebral palsy. Mathias DeLuca Rich kid, spoiled, lacrosse player, popular guy. Man whore personified. One of the biggest assholes you could ever come across. But what few failed to realize that he was more than that. Yes he was still kind of an asshole. Yet, he wasn't spoiled everything he got he had earned. He and his father were always close but they started drifting apart when his mother died in a car accident. This was several years ago. His father got remarried to lucious Wright's mother: Head of the school board. He and his father didn't always see eye to eye on things but they were still extremely close. When his mom died he started having panic attacks and nightmares about the night in question. He was broken and he needed a Miracle to fix him [Word Count: 70,000 - 80,000]

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The ways we lost him(completed)

I always believed that my group of friends were resilient enough to withstand anything. But then that day happened and I watched it helplessly crumble. I wasn't aware it had to crumble to build itself back up again. It was a painful process But I learned so much, I overcame so much. Here is our story. -/ Imagine the most awful thing you're mind can conjure up, in the darkest crevices of your conscience. Well for me, that was made a reality. My entire world was collapsing. I thought I knew myself, I thought I knew others, I knew nothing.