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BOOK THREE
Ben Morris never meant to become the center of anything.
He's used to orbiting - around friends, around drama, around people louder and brighter than him. Julian and Paul have always been that kind of gravity in his life: familiar, steady, a little chaotic.
But this year feels different.
Closer.
Charged.
Lines blur, loyalties shift, and suddenly Ben is caught in a place he never expected to be: noticed.
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