Love is the worst addiction♥
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Last published Tue, Jun 7, 2016
You know when they say?
Addiction controls us all.. Stuff like drugs, alcohol. you know it.. it takes away that element of CONTROL.
and our parents always use to say to us, you know.. ''don't do drugs'' ''stay away from drugs''..
''drugs will fuck up your life'' and i completely agree ,, BUT ..
Love is the most fucked up drug of them all.
I can't control who i love, YOU cant CONTROL who you fall in love with.. Like you could be the most straight edge person on this fucking planet...
and love can still make you go insane ..
love can make anybody go insane.
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