Lucy joined the LAPD in hopes to find a way to escape her abuser. She meets her new TO who is hard on her. She tries to learn the ropes but when she keeps getting abused physically and sexually at home, it makes it hard for her to. She starts to lose her hope and struggles mentally after she was abducted. Her TO starts to see through her lies. Will she escape? How will her relationship with her TO change? What will happen to her abuser? *This is similar to my story Help Me but Lucy doesn't have a kid in this one so I can make more things happen!* "With your feet on the air and your head on the ground Try this trick and spin it, yeah (Yeah) Your head will collapse, and there's nothing in it And you'll ask yourself Where is my mind?" -where is my mind, the pixies *Trigger warning: rape, alcoholism, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, and language*