୨୧ ⤿ "Straight hair, straight A's, straight forward! Straight girl. 'Little Miss Perfect.' That's.. me."⤶ ୨୧
╰┈➤. "Lesbian? Me?! Pfft... Could never be me!" - K.C
↪ "Hmm? Really? Ha! We'll see about that." - Y.S
DESCRIPTION ;; ╰┈➤. Chaeyoon's life has always been described as perfect or the dream and ideal life of any teenager or practically any human on Earth by people outside of her intermediate family. She has always been a perfect straight A student, has won national and state awards, she's in multiple honors classes, head of the student council, Chaeyoon is beautiful considering she fits the korean beauty standards nicely, and more. Chaeyoon likes the attention and all of the pampering she gets from her friends and people surrounding her but its stressful for her to keep all of this up when she has personal and family issues. Her life came crashing down and crumbled into miniature pieces until a brown-haired female came into her life so suddenly which switched her entire 15 years on this hell of a planet around.
AUTHOR'S NOTE ;; ╰┈➤. Starting this during state testing isn't one of the smartest ideas I've came to plan but anyway, slow updates are most definitely going to be existent.
TWS/CWS ;; ╰┈➤. Cursing, self-harm actions, suicidal thoughts, suicide mentions, abusive actions (child abuse.), semi-realism on blood, mental health issues (ex: eating disorders, depression, etc.), and more will be added or removed if needed.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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