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abusivecontent childabuse childhoodsweethearts childhoodtrauma destinedfate escape femaleprotagonist foundfamily newlife selfdiscovery transformation

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All my life I've been ridiculed, undermined, taken for granted, and forgotten.

I'm tired of living by someone else's rules. I'm tired of no one listening to me. Im tired of no one understanding.

I need to redeem myself. I need to write my own story. I need to break the cycle and show them I'm not them. 

It's time for me to finally become the person I've always aspired to have.Alle Rechte vorbehalten

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Trusting My Brothers

Liliana has always had a bad life. Ever since she was five, her mother would date the wrong people who would corrupt her, and she was the one who always got hurt. The abuse was usually mental, but then Liliana turned ten, and that's when it became physical. Four years later, she finds out that her mom died in a car accident and has to go live with her older brothers who she has no memory of. Will her brothers welcome's her with open arms? Will she learn to let them in? Will they find out the truth of her childhood? TRIGGER WARNING: includes abuse and mental health like anxiety, depression, and self harm