"We went through something traumatic. Still do. And we've survived for so long because we find peace in chaos. We feel calm under stress. Now, when you take the chaos and stress away..." He let the sentence fade out and watched closely as the other man thought over the words. Ajax shrugged, like everything he just said was common knowledge and not something truly profound and eye-opening to the younger man. "Our brains are fucked up, is what I'm saying, rewired differently.