misunderstood (re written)

this story consists of Canon oc Lore

a young goat demon refuses to let his demon known as kokoras take control over him to prove that the abuse isn't gonna change anything and they should stop as all his brothers had died due to this. he wanted to prove they didn't have to die to get away from the pain, but...was it actually worth it in the end? was it really worth being beaten to almost being dead, seeing those who you love die to your own hands, crying to yourself every night because of the pain, being forced to kill innocent souls...was it all really worth it to prove some people wrong?

there will be TWs at the beginning of every chapter for aneything that could be triggering in that chapter. if I forget something don't be afraid to let me know