The Art of Being the Last Choice

This is a conglomerate of thoughts, situations, stories and (perhaps) a novel, which all touch on the topics of deep loneliness, double life and, as the title displays, the art of being the last choice. The art of being those people who see the world as it is, the nihilists but not the opportunists, the superficial thinkers or the narcissistic logicians.
"It is our deepest desire that leads us to our self-ruination", an idea explored by many others over the years but never surpassed on a social level, we still live in a society in which everyone would do anything to reach success, and if it means stepping on each other's fingers, burn and kill, so be it.