Passion & Regret

𝑫𝒂𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍

Living the life I always dreamed of was perfect. I achieved everything I wanted too, the life I chose. Nothing will change it but that was a story. Little did I know, I was fooling myself and masking up from what really lies. Behind the glamor and light, hides the darkness that I needed to escape.

Living in the charade of the life you had before you were free, makes something of you. That something of you, is the secret you hide the most and keep it hidden from the world.

Two sides of the same coin, that's the saying. There are different situations of the same or different perspectives, etc. For me, this time only one side of the coin is shown.

Unexpectedly, He flipped the coin. I showed him the side I didn't want anyone to see but myself. But He was the same as me yet different. That we were two different sides of the coin.

𝑽𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏

When you turn into something you're not, you didn't choose to be. You were made into it, people see you as the Villain. Just one side of you is shown, even if you don't want the bad side...It still shows and controls you.

For me, that was it. Becoming the human people only see the bad side. Yet the thrill and adrenaline drives you more to be it and become it more every second. That's why I am who I am now, A Devil in Disguise or Wolf in sheep's wool are the sayings.

Once She saw me, something changed.
I wasn't the person who I was all this time but someone different. She had the power to tame and make me a person who isn't all bad. I wanted to prove until time ends,
She was the one that looked deeper into
my eyes, soul and mind and gave me that chance.