Back From The Past
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Meet me! My name is Alissa, I am the youngest of four. This is my "story". It may sound odd coming from a 16 year old but, trust me it's not something any 16 year old should have to experience or live through. At the same time I felt that it would be therapeutic for myself to put it on paper. I was seven years old when all hell broke loose in my world.
If anyone has experienced something similar. Feel free to message me, it may be therapeutic for the both of us. Thank you. Xxx AJ
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