ALERT: THERE WILL BE 18+ CONTENT IN THIS. and yes, I know that Benji and Jorge are done, and what happened was horrible. but I wrote this in 2020, and I found it and really wanted to post it. This is quite a sad story and has many mentions of things that may be triggers for you. I advise you to read the triggers list. I also try to warn in the beginning, so please look out for that. Love you stay safe please my loves! Anyway, now the actual description. Benji falls back into his old habits of self-harm. Benji meets Jorge, who is struggling with the same. They fell in love. I'm not saying anything else. You just gotta read it. There is a LOT OF TRAUMA. In this. Most of it it just stuff that happened to me. Some of it is just made up. I made this originally to vent. Benji (me) meets Jorge (imaginary). Giving him (me) happiness, letting me live in a fantasy world. It helped to distract me from my reality. If you struggle with sh or abuse or just generally need someone to talk to. Hmu, I'm here. 4 u 🩷 my snapp is izabell.armani pls text me before you do anything? Okay? Okay, I love you even though I don't know you, I believe everyone deserves love.
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Jake Yazzie spends the vast majority of his days obsessing over musical theater and the football captain Alexander Clyborne. That is, until one very strange day in the bathroom when Alec does something Jake can't quite explain.
Something that isn't quite human.
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"Jake, you like me, right?"
"You're okay, I guess."
"You know that isn't what I meant."
"Our first interaction was you choking me out."
He scowled. "You mean to tell me that you don't like it a little rough?"
"Not when I get bruises double the size of my hands."
"So, is that a no?"
I didn't say anything. Of course I like him. No, not just "like". I've loved him since the seventh grade and he didn't even know I existed until two days ago. I think the worst part is that I couldn't tell if he actually liked me back or if he was just trying to mess with my emotions.
"Do you like me, Alec?" I asked.
"Yes."
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TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of self harm and suicidal thoughts. Read at your own risk.
The story contains mild-ish cursing and suggestive language. However, there are no sexually explicit scenes.
This is a boy x boy story. Any hate will be reported and deleted.
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If you're friends with me and you see this, no you don't <3
This story is a mess of grammatical errors and changes in tenses. But hey, at least the dialogue is formatted properly.
Started: June 4th, 2020
Estimated Completion: 2022
(Kind of a slow, messed up updating schedule)
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Cover Artist: Me! (Ella duChene)
Special Little Helper: Kio Campos