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The Life I Had To Choose (Vladimir Makarov x Reader)

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You were a girl living in the depths of Moscow. You were alone, malnourished and for years you had to earn money every day to survive.
You always had to deal with dangerous men and you learnt to recognise all the criminals in Moscow, including Vladimir Makarov.
One day he noticed you because of your beauty and uniqueness, you naturally had blue hair and blue eyes, people with your features are rare and not even in the underground markets can be found. Despite your shabby and malnourished appearance, he saw a fire and spirit in your eyes that immediately attracted him and he decided to capture you.

A new future lies ahead, but at what cost?

⚠️⚠️⚠️WARNING RAPE⚠️⚠️⚠️

(Please do not use or publish my story without my consent!)All Rights Reserved

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