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Underneath It All (Hikaru Hitachiin fanfic)

The-Insecure-Otaku

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Reads 574
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Parts 15
Time 3h 31m

The-Insecure-Otaku

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Keiko Izumi wasn't your average 16 year old. From the looks of it she seems to be any normal, happy girl. She goes to school, gets good grades and does her own thing. 
however, what if I told you that underneath it all is a girl who feels like she's drowning.
   Not only is she an only child which was rather lonely but when she was little, her father went away for work and never came back...
   This took a toll on both Keiko and her mother as she started to drink a lot. Keiko did everything she could to reassure herself that she would be okay...but soon enough things got worse from there.
   When Keiko was in school she was never able to make any friends and got bullied so she never bothered to try and make any.
   However as time had passed things got worse. Due to the bullying and her mother's drinking and not having any love or support Keiko grew depressed and started to harm herself to take her pain away. 
   Now being 16 and starting her first day at Ouran Academy, Keiko wants to start fresh and not be depressed so she put up a wall and did everything she could to fake her happiness no matter how much it hurt her to do so...what happens when she's paired with a certain orange hair twin? What happens when her walls come down and the twin does something he regrets?All Rights Reserved

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Glassy Sky by khgirl678

Caught in a web of lies, Mayuri finds herself becoming the victim and suffering at the hands of her peers. She sees the outer world just within her reach in the sky above, but she finds herself trapped in the shrinking confines of her mind where the only way out she sees is death. All this happened because of a single betrayal. Mayuri manages to shatter the glassy sky and cross over to this "outer world" in the form of Ouran Academy. There, Mayuri finds herself with a new fresh page to write on. Nobody knows who she was. Not taking any chances, Mayuri slips on a mask and silver angel-wing earrings and keep her head low to avoid attention. Unfortunately, she finds herself being drawn to a newbie commoner host without even realizing it herself...

Emotionless [Semi Eita X reader] by HaikyuWeeb_7

Both your parents abused you, pushing you to try harder at volleyball. They made you a Libero since you were always short. You learned to become emotionless after what they always told you and how they treated you. Soon they both die and you live with your aunt and uncle. Your uncle continues to teach you but in a non abusive way. He eventually sends you to a week long COED training camp where you meet a boy named Eita Semi. He becomes your best and only friend. You keep hanging out until one day you move to Tokyo in middle school. You became one of the best liberos in Japan and your in the top 10 in the youth world. You come to shiratorizawa and you meet again with Semi. What happens when you see another girl kiss him and you develop the Hanahaki disease, even though you thought you were emotionless? Find out in this story!! Warning: Mature language will be involved and sensitive topics such as abuse, suicide, and rape will also be mentioned. For mature audiences only! I do NOT own haikyu or any of its characters. I only own the plot and the character, y/n Itami, in this story.

UNDER THE INFLUENCE |MORI X M!OC| by Fizze_Frog

Ru Han is a scholarship student at Ouran Academy in his first year. Even though his neighbor and Best Friend Haruhi couldn't escape the clutches of the Host Club doesn't mean that Ru still could. Trying his best to lie low, Haruhi brings him to the host club where hopes and dreams go to die and the inevitable is bound to happen. DISCLAIMER: I only own my OC's. I do not own OHSHC or any pictures or videos that may be put on display. If you are triggered easily this book is not for you. Read at your own risk.

Obsessed (tsukishima kei x reader) by ahhhsimp

(COMPLETED!!) "Are you and Y/n sleeping with each other?" "What? Why would you-?" "Yeah, what about it?" Life hasn't been kind to Y/n. Between losing her parents and her volleyball career, she's barely holding it together. The last thing she needs is a smug, tall, and annoyingly perfect guy waltzing into her life. But Kei Tsukishima isn't what he seems. Behind his blunt sarcasm is someone willing to do whatever it takes to see her smile again-even if it means challenging her walls, one sarcastic comment at a time. When two people with broken pieces collide, can they put each other back together? ‼️TW: SA, ABUSE MENTIONED Started: november, 2024 Completed: 19.1.2025

Anxiety by Pegascripyure

Thea Salvatore. She never thought her life could get so complicated, in such a short amount of time, in one situation continued on. After losing people closets to her, and betrayed by another, she closes herself off, focusing mainly on school. This causes more problems than solutions. Her anxiety comes out in full force, sending her into multiple attacks at any given time, during school, after school, in the middle of the night. She's so anxious, so nervous, so afraid that she's going to be hurt, or worse, killed. Then a foreign exchange student moves in with her best friend, and befriends her. Her life changes, she changes back into her old self. She comes out of her shell, her mind shifting off all the stressful times, and past times, and focuses on this new guy in her life. A guy she desperately wants to keep, but wants to also keep safe. They go through twists and turns, but in the end, doesn't happiness always win?

Too Deep Too Late (Suicidal Izuku Midoriya) by BloodiedRedRose

Izuku copes with self harm and, one miserable night, goes a bit too far. Aizawa is luckily there for him and a journey to recovery begins. Things would be better if he wasn't having so many memories being dug up from the past. Why cant people just let him forget and move on? What happens when people around him start to notice?

Under the Stars by CloudyWorks

"Have you ever thought about killing yourself?" "What the hell? Of course not! Why would you even ask something like that?" "I don't know, the thought just came to my mind I guess." Tsukishima Kei was never one to socialize or be overly friendly. As a very reserved person, he never really felt the want or need to have friends. That is, until he met Yamaguchi Tadashi. This story contains a lot of hurt/comfort and angst, it also contains sensitive subjects like mental illness, self-harm and suicide. Viewer (reader?) discretion is advised.

Calm My World [Kagehina] by bo-love

Kageyama is a college student who suffers from anxiety and depression. He struggles through his classes and any other situations where he needs to be around people. He is fascinated by a very cute, very outgoing redhead in one of his classes and wonders obsessively about how someone seems so at ease around people. He develops a tiny crush, but never speaks to the redhead -- doesn't even know his name -- until one night at a crowded movie premier. Then it seems he runs into Hinata all the time. Is the universe trying to tell him something? Can the energetic boy with the megawatt smile find a way to connect with the painfully shy, socially awkward, anxious classmate? Will Hinata's gentle and accepting nature calm the worry that constantly plagues Kageyama and finally give him some peace? CW: anxiety, depression, self-harm College AU; all characters are 18+. I do not own the Haikyuu characters or the cover art.

empty ~ kurotsuki by 11k41y0

"the secret is to just be empty." his reflection looms over him as if it were a giant wave waiting to devour him. he feels the noose of his subconscious grow tighter, suffocating him with the voices of dysmorphia. as it tightens, his control begins to slip. "you can trust me...they don't know what you need...this is what will satisfy you." in his mind, he is healthy and this is normal to want to be thin. he has to be the spitting image of a national-playing athlete. he has to be for his boyfriend; who would want to date someone this ugly? he has to be for his family; he can't fail their expectations. this is normal. kei is stubborn. too stubborn for his own good. "you're beautiful." lair. "you're perfect just the way you are." shut up. "i love you." why? it may be too late for kei to realize that he is no longer himself. he is nothing but a hollow shell living in foreign skin. inside, he is empty. *** this story is inspired by jaidenanimations and BoyInABand's song "Empty". i do not own the song, nor do i take any credit for the lyrics. i do not own haikyuu or any of the characters. these characters belong to Haruichi Furudate. this story covers mature topics that may be triggering to some individuals. viewer discretion is advised. lowercase intended.

Ride Or Die (Deku x Fem Reader) by blobgirl3000

Deku meets y/n in middle school and as she sees the signs of his despair she makes it her mission to help him and become his close friend...maybe even more. Will her savior complex prevail? Long chapters HUGE TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️!! lots of mentioning of suicide and self harm. P.S, suicide and mental illnesses are not to be romanticized. These are real problems that shouldn't be taken lightly. I also like to add songs and singing to my writing!

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Glassy Sky cover

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Glassy Sky

Caught in a web of lies, Mayuri finds herself becoming the victim and suffering at the hands of her peers. She sees the outer world just within her reach in the sky above, but she finds herself trapped in the shrinking confines of her mind where the only way out she sees is death. All this happened because of a single betrayal. Mayuri manages to shatter the glassy sky and cross over to this "outer world" in the form of Ouran Academy. There, Mayuri finds herself with a new fresh page to write on. Nobody knows who she was. Not taking any chances, Mayuri slips on a mask and silver angel-wing earrings and keep her head low to avoid attention. Unfortunately, she finds herself being drawn to a newbie commoner host without even realizing it herself...