Because Of You
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Last published Wed, Apr 8, 2015
Pain...
So Much Damn Pain
I always Been...
Forcing a Smile, Laughter
Pretending to be Happy
Pretending to be Carefree
Pretending to be..... Strong
But that's how.... How it should be, Right?
Pretension .... As long as I can take it. As long I could.
I can't show My Weakness...
I can not Tell anyone How I feel.
How much it Hurts...
All those Pain cause me so much .... I...
I've been Crying every night
I've been Dying every day
Afraid Of Trusting ... Not only Me ... But also Everyone around Me...
"... I'm Afraid"
So much Tears are flowing every damn Night...
No matter what I do I just can't escape it.
Pains.... So much that just...
Won't Let Go.....
Could.... Anyone. Tells How to ... Please ...
Please tell Me.... Cause I...
I think I can't take it anymore...
I'm so sick of Crying.....
Tired of Trying....
Yeah, I am Smiling...
But deep inside I'm Dying.
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