the sinning new city
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Last published Mon, Jun 3, 2024
We all try to move forward to find ourselves and sometimes we do and some times we don't. I lived with my freinds in New York city, I came here for a chance at a new life that was quickly robed from me. I was left to deal with it a lone again, I was always alone ever since I can remember, when was the last time I had anyone to lean on. In this city it always seemed ever one was fighting to reach the top, those who ever there to begin with love to kick us back down to the bottom. I had hoped to make a life for me here, yet that never happened but some where in this already messed up world there is a place waitting for me. Or at lest I hope.
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