Honestly, I had no intention of posting any of these. They're more or less all about the same person, someone I didn't know too well but still loved too much and lost too soon. Showing this makes me feel undressed, but I've come to terms with that and now, the thought that someone somewhere might read these and feel seen, and get some frugal comfort in knowing they aren't alone is what makes me post these. If you too have lost someone or something, consider this a safe space. Feel the grief, but let go of the guilt. It's not yours to carry.