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So. This Is Me.

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adolescente breakthrough diary drama family fiction growingup highschool hope intimité love novel pain positivity realisticfiction reflection romance teen youngadult youth

There are certain things that make a person but for Adara, she's just disoriented, tryna have fun and then she's...just lost. 
What is she gonna do? She's always been more reflective than the others (not better).
Can she make peace with herself? With her life? How are people gonna know her? Where do boys go in the photo? Do they even? Does she wanna become an author, a lawyer? 
Walk through youth with Adara again, at a more intimate level?
(Completely fictional: plz don't assume otherwise)All Rights Reserved

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