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What I Really Am

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Reads 28,278
Votes 559
Parts 18
Time 1h 19m

northrndwnpour_

Mature

brendon disco fanfic fic panic patd ross ryan ryden rydon urie

this used to have an intro, but since i wrote it two years ago i deleted it
please don't hate me for abandoning it, i realized it was a shitty story imo :') but here i am finishing it for all of my loyal fans... ah yes

there's still good old sex and self harm in this because i can't change what i already wrote 
plus it helps with the plot
so yeahAll Rights Reserved

brendon disco fanfic fic panic patd ross ryan ryden rydon urie

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La Dolce Vita by crazyjoshdun2019

[la ˈdoltʃe ˈviːta]; Italian for "the sweet life" or "the good life" These teens lives, are far from sweet. Ryan Ross is found in the woods by his friends. Something's happened to him. When he wakes up he seems fine, but his friends slowly notice, this isn't their Ryan. Along with whoever this new Ryan is, school is absolute hell. There are hookups, abuse, drugs, break ups, and parties. Drama aside, Ryan is REALLY not okay. He's becoming... a monster. Can this group of friends help their friend and save the whole town? **This is my first ever fic, so it's bad... also I update multiple times a day. This story is also Stranger Things inspired.**

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Rewrite Your Happiness (A Ryan Ross Fanfiction) by KittyKatjaGirl

What if you had the chance to change someone's past...would you change it for the better or let it be? What if you woke up in the year 2003 and met an under appreciated boy on the road to success, yet he didn't know it...would you rewrite his history for the sake of his happiness or let him carry on? Hi, my name is Elise. In this timeline, Panic! at the Disco never made it big...and I'm the reason why. (Caution: strong adolescent/young adult language, deep subject matters, early 2000s slang. I don't do trigger warnings so...there.) This is story is a work of fiction. Even though I fact check certain details, this story is still just a Ryan Ross Fanfiction. Any and all similarities in that occur in this story and our reality are purely coincidental...that being said, hope you enjoy. :) (December 15th, 2018: Ranked #1 for #afycso) (January 14th, 2019: Ranked #1 for #ryro) (December 9th 2020: Ranked #1 for #prettyodd)

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Casual Affair [Ryden] by MerthurIsMyOTP

It's been four years. Four fucking years since I saw George Ryan Ross for the last time. I still don't understand why he left us. Why he left me. I thought we shared a bond. Guess it wasn't mutual... But today I got called, and that call might have changed my life forever... Warnings: -Ryan is terribly fucked up in this story. He had an awful childhood and suffers from some mental problems. He's kinda depressed and stuff, so if you want a happy Ryan you have to find another fanfiction. -Sexual content. I don't put warnings in my chapters. -Boy x boy

Only Summer Loves October - Ryden by BritishDownpour

A Ryden AU fan fiction, set in the 90's. Featuring past and current line up of P!ATD, plus members of other bands. Ryan/Brendon 1st POV. Trigger warnings: Substance abuse (alcohol + drugs), violence, sex, death, torture references. All characters are completely fictional and do not reflect the real life of the person they're based on. Please forgive me & let me know if you notice any errors in the story and I'll get these updated asap, either with spelling/grammar or not being factually correct (I'm British so bound to make some mistakes). Part One - Completed Part Two - Coming soon

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La Dolce Vita

[la ˈdoltʃe ˈviːta]; Italian for "the sweet life" or "the good life" These teens lives, are far from sweet. Ryan Ross is found in the woods by his friends. Something's happened to him. When he wakes up he seems fine, but his friends slowly notice, this isn't their Ryan. Along with whoever this new Ryan is, school is absolute hell. There are hookups, abuse, drugs, break ups, and parties. Drama aside, Ryan is REALLY not okay. He's becoming... a monster. Can this group of friends help their friend and save the whole town? This is my first ever fic, so it's bad... also I update multiple times a day. This story is also Stranger Things inspired.