Into the Dark Mind

Are you familiar with the general listlessness outlasts all attempts of rest and sleep? At times, your mind will cry out for some much-needed respite, but the kind of rest that it wants is not the kind that ever leaves you renewed and recharged. I mean that kind where you have to close your eyes forever and somebody has to bury you under a piece of land that's six feet under. It's an emotion that eats from your inner being, a tearing-you-apart-like-a-sharp-stone-in-the-stormy-waves. You suddenly miss the peace you can always get with a sleep that seems to last forever, in order to escape the unrelenting pressures of existence. The idea of shutting your eyes and letting them never see the light of day again seems like a really attractive option, almost like a siren that calls you to come out and surrender to the darkness beyond.