What I had

This book is based off a part of my life and a part of what my life could have been. Mostly non-fiction but would be considered a fiction book. The memories fade after a while, so some of the year "chapters" will be shorter than others.

7- It happened, my life twisted in ways I didn't even know it could

8-Just surviving, I didn't know it would be this painful but we are making it.

9-It's getting worse, but I haven't noticed yet, I don't understand.

10- I'm starting to notice, it's effecting how I am as a person.

11- Everything is changing, I can't tell if it's for the best.

12- This is was not being loved feels like? But I am loved. And I am loving.

13- Here we go again, more love and heart breaks.

14- Life is actually really good. I'm starting to care about myself, I'm starting to make connections, love care.

15- I ruined it.

16- It hurts a little more than I thought it would, why did I open up.

17- I'm getting used to this feeling again.

18- I think I'm ready.

(17-18 are the ones where it's more fiction because I'm still trying to figure out that part of my life.)