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I'm in no way, shape, or form. A friend of mine named Jack and I recently got in an argument about his saying I "complain all the time". Which yes I was "complaining" but I didn't think of it like that. I saw it as venting how I feel. He is my best friend and my outlet to "complain" too. He texted me and said "all you ever do is bitch and complain". Here is my very deep explanation as to why I always "complain". 


*Side not: You will hear about a suicide attempt made by yours truly. That is completely factual. I was to the point in my depression death was easier than life. I don't see the word as the best place but the lights are beginning to slowly regain brightness. If you ever need someone to "complain" too, my ears, inbox, and advice can be reached at anytime. I'm just a message away 

-XOXO The author 

P.S. I posted this because I feel it is sort of poetic. I DONT WANT YOUR PITY AND OR SYMPATHY! I just want you to know there are always people who feel the same way you do. Enjoy.All Rights Reserved

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THE MESSENGER

I was rejected by my family, the pack members and my mate because I couldn't shift. On the day of my sister and mate's mating ceremony, My wolf, or should I say my beast came to me. I was determined and finally decided to run away from the Rosemoon pack, my former home. But my journey wasn't an easy one; Finding another family to love, I was contented, but I didn't expect to have another mate especially if he is a king and Lycan. Worst of all I was involved in a battle of gods and a banished god. With so many secrets revealed, will my life ever be normal? Disclaimer: You must have read the SACRED REJECT to understand this story. Please check out my profile to find out more about the SACRED REJECT.