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Reads 1,397
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Parts 25
Time 2h 46m

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this is a story about Alexis and her mental health. her mother isn't very fond of her so she runs away. the day that she runs away she finds herself at her friends house. what will happen after that?
there will be trigger warnings in this story such as:
self harm
eating disorder 
suicide attempts 
vaping
abuse
sexual assaultAll Rights Reserved

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