Anxiety // m.s

I stood at the very edge of a cliff today. And it was so god damned exhilarating. My breathing picked up and my curiousity spiralled. It was so far down, so far.

I could feel the adrenaline in my veins as I peek over the life-threatening cliff.

I could imagine myself falling, like a feather in the sky.

My life flashing right before my eyes in seconds.

I would let the air in letting it consume me.

As I let all the pain go, I'm finally free.

"You coming?" A confused look on her face.

I nod.

And it was right then that I had to fight my hardest not to cry.

Knowing that I had the chance to end this misery.

And I let it slip from me.