My dear Skylar. Why did I have to lose you like this? I wondered. The only facial expression of hers I could remember was the one I saw yesterday. It was stuck in my head. I tried to think of a different memory where she looked at me with love filled eyes accompanied by her beautiful smile, but there was nothing. In every memory she had that look in her eyes. Her eyes were dark with hatred. Hatred for me. A person she once looked at like a perfect star. Like the moon she loved so much. I ruined those memories, by myself. Now the only Skylar I could remember was an angry, sad, hateful and disappointed Skylar. Skylar I never knew I never wanted to see. It was not worth it, I thought. How did I not see it then?