Looking back there are a lot of things I would have done differently.
I would have never gone to school that day, the day where I met Laura Crosswood.
I never would have befriended her.
I never would have met Ethan Crosswood.
And most importantly, I would have never fallen in love with not one, but both of them.
Actually, looking back, there's nothing I would have done differently...
Except maybe that one thing....
When Lucille Jones, future writer and unknown student enters her senior year, she never expected anything like this. She never expected to fall in love, let alone twice. But, as fate would have it, she would. With two siblings at that. Follow Lucy on her journey to figuring out that love isn't as easy as it seems, sexuality isn't set in stone, and surprises happen... well, all the time. The only thing you can do is try to make it through without screwing up to bad.
Warning:
Possible graphics scenes but NO INCEST!!! Also, there will be girlxgirl so if you're not into that, don't read this story. Most importantly, be ready to read with an open mind and don't think you know everything because that is up to me and me only.
Enjoy!
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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