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"May it be here or in another lifetime, I will always choose you." Published: July 2, 2022 ~~~~~~~~ DISCLAIMER: This story was written out of the writer's wide imagination. Names of people dead or alive were used for this story but it does not reflect the views, opinions and stand of the characters in the story. FOR LEGAL PURPOSES, THIS STORY IS FICTION.

"There comes a point where you no longer care if there's a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You're just sick of the tunnel." - Who I am doesn't matter. How I got here doesn't matter. What matters now is I'm getting help, right? That's what they tell me here. They tell me that the road to recovery feels like a terrible butt fuck, but the fact that you're on the path to begin with, is all that matters. So as I sit in this circle of fuck ups, I realize just how different I am from them. I didn't attempt suicide because my mother was a crack addict who didn't want me. My father wasn't abusive. I didn't have a sibling die in a car accident. I was never really bullied either. I attempted suicide because, for the first time in years, I thought I had found something that could make me feel again... and after not feeling much at all for far too long, perhaps I went a bit overboard

What if you just want to live like any other person. But there is something that is making you different in their eyes. And what if you finally want to fight it... !Warning! This FF is AU and full of OOC :D English is not my first language. I apologise for any grammar mistakes and eventual nonsense sentences ...

The party was quite nice. The school year had just started. But there was too much alcohol, too many problems, and a unfortunate accident that would kill 5 kids, leaving many in grief. Cheating happened, death happened, rape happened, and brought people closer to each other than they've ever been. People mourn every time they see the sunset, people can't bring themselves to get into an Uber. At the end of the day they're just young, and some will stay young forever. The before, during, and after of a tragic night you'd never would want to be trapped in.

"𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐡, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐡𝐮𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐳𝐞 𝐦𝐞." *𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝*

You have a right to feel the way you do. You have a right to keep things private or to share and speak about these experiences to others. No matter what you choose, it is your decision to make. However, do not let your fear dismiss the truth. Do not believe the lies you constantly tell yourself to ignore the pain you are feeling. Do not let the sum of someone else's trauma silence you.

Sa mundong ang gulo'y parang apoy na di mapatid-sa bawat sigaw, basag, at laglag na bato... May sisilay kayang pahinga? Sa pagitan ng mga sirang gusali, isang pag-ibig ang sisibol. Sasambitin ng mga dambana ang iyong pangalan, at sa wakas, matutulog sa isang mahigpit na yakap.

There's always that one thing that happens and turns your entire life around. It changes everything. It changes your perception of life, it changes you as a person. It could be a win, a loss, a tragedy or sometimes the coming of somebody in your life. The butterfly effect.

#Wattys2018 Life does not go the way we want...it gives us love and pain simultaneously.... But it never stops... one has to move on...but is it so easy!!!! To know further just Peep in the story ☺️