feeling like an absolute fool about it
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🍂 poetry 🍂
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☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ up next: possibly one of the most painful things i'll ever experience
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as soon as i saw your face lit up by the blue light of the movie we were watching in that dark room, i knew it wasn't even worth fighting away anymore.
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🍂 written ;; 5.14.24 🍂
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// inspired by the song "cool about it" by boygenius
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