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Don't look in her eyes cause that is where her demons hide.
A story about a 16 year old girl who ended up in the hospital and was sectioned in the psych ward more than once after failed suicide attempts.
She fights her mental illness every day and tries to live a "normal" life. That's everything she ever wanted. But how?All Rights Reserved

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Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

Kidnapping Sophie by LeslieThroneberry

"I can't remember the last time I was normal...wait what is normal." - Sophie Sophie is a freshman in college, trying to survive everyday life with a mental illness. Growing up her mom tried to get her help, although Sophie thought she was trying to harm her...to get rid of her. She finds herself in the wrong hands of another. Or she thinks its someone else. Is it possible to be kidnapped by yourself? She sees the world around her from a different perspective, that only people with her condition truly understands. This story is based on her illness...and trying to live in the world with schizophrenia and dissociative identity disorder. cover by- ShiftGraphiX on Pixabay Lettering- Pixar app.

I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

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You Make The Pain Go Away by denoly12

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Falling Apart

TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness