Finding Finn

"People have always told me: You can't love someone unless you love yourself first. Well, I think that's complete and utter bullshit. I don't love myself... hell, I've never loved myself. But I did love you. Endlessly. My parents always told me to keep my chin up and to not let other peoples words cloud my mind. But it wasn't as easy as it sounded. I don't even know what it feels like to look in the mirror and think, 'I'm perfectly fine with who I am, and what I stand for.' But, oh god. You were the only medicine that could ever heal me. After my best friend passed, you were the only one who could mend the boy who fakes a smile for a living. I loved you so much that I forgot what hating myself ever felt like."