Have you ever felt the urge to write something but your thoughts are so messed up like an unfinished jigsaw puzzle and you couldn't see the point clearly? Yeah, I've always felt that. But, I'm gonna write anyway. This book is my escape. I'll escape with my disturbing thoughts from this so-called "normal" society. I don't want you to understand. I don't want you to be impressed. But I'll write my deepest darkest secret even my suffocating thoughts here. I write to express; to let it all out. And I wouldn't care what you would think. So, if you ever plan to read the contents, I'll wish you good luck! You are permitted to read through my soul.