How do you tell a well structured story, when life is absolute chaos? No one here gets a break, so do you? Twists and turns, right and left. You are not reading a sappy, consistent romance, with only beautiful love. You are reading about the chaos within the sap, the beauty within the dark, and the power of sticking together. No one here would have made it this far without those around them, and sometimes, you meet your people too late.
Sometimes the best characters are the ones like us, who's life is unstable. They struggle to find their place. But sometimes, the best ones are lost, in the (roughly) 50,000 people who lost their lives in 2022, because life was too rough to keep going. Those who found a way to end their lives themself. But when you stand together, life seems a little easier.
I was like these people once, but I found my Ruth, and my Blaire, and my Venus, Harley, Damien. My Lucy, who's more commonly known as Lovie, not for the love in her heart, but for her last name Lovelace (though she has more than enough love for everyone!), and even little ones like Abbie and Rosette. The world slowly gets easier when you find where you belong, not where others think you belong. Even those who seem like they have it all figured out, can have a deeper story deep inside.
No one gets out of life without a scratch, but it is easier to heal when you have others to help. I depended on people just like Ruth did, thinking that other people would be the sole reason I could get better. But that's not how you heal, you can't use other people like a crutch. You have to find it in yourself to get better, and even people like broken Ruth, who believes she could never get better, can find it in them to believe. People around you, like Lovie, can give you reasons to believe.
Get lost in the lives of these characters, who've never had a day of comfort in their lives. If they can make it (mostly), so can you. After all, we stand together, and Together We Stand.
This world is huge and beautiful. Yet, it also has so many mystery in it. Still, I hate this world. For me, it's just a full pile of trash. Thousands of fake words exist in this world. Not just this world, but also the other worlds. Including mine. Oh what a piece of trash. So many hypocrites exist in this unpredictable huge galaxy. Like those people who supported you, then stabbed you from the back. Those who smiled this second, then spit out their bad words towards you in the next second. Those who were with you this minute, then dumped you like you're nothing, until your distance with them was like the Earth and the Moon, in the next minute. Those who protected you this hour, then tried to destroy you in the next hour. So...trash.
What is family? They're nothing but the annoying people whom always tied me up to follow whatever they said. It's like I'm their pet, instead of their daughter who wished to be free.
What is friend? They're no more than those who used you, then dumped you when you're no longer needed in this world. It's all Hell. Hell I say. I don't need family! Nor friends! Or even love, or anything in this awful place. I just wanted to be alone. Alone and free. Yes, your eyes were not wrong! I'm so sick, that I wanted to be all by myself for the rest of my life.
Yet, why...is it so painful..to see them go?
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She is pretty. With her glowing silver hair, she looked like the Princess who was blessed by the Moonlight. Her skin is as white as snow, yet pale like the corpses. Her eyes...are as red as blood.
She fell to our world along with the falling meteor. She saw the beautiful earth along with the downfall of her kingdom. And when she started to stand on her own feet, she could never say the word 'Mom' and 'Dad' anymore.
Born in the darkness, she came to destroy the peaceful Earth, along with all the living beings in it. But as time passed, as she met new people, it all began to change.