I'm always here

Dark room, I failed again. Where are you? Looking at me? I'm here at a corner of our room, waiting for you to come back. I see you, standing there. I wave at you, I smile. But, you never response, you leave me there. I was suffering right now. But, why? Why you leave me, why you hated me, why you...

"reize"

Finally you looked at me. Finally you smiled at me. Finally!!!

"Im leaving"

He said while looking at him. What do you mean? I asked to myself while crying

"arzen, I can't stand"

"arzen, help me!!"

"arzen!!!!"

Full of hope. I cried. Seeing your back, walking away from me. I wanted to hug you, I wanted to kiss you, to say that I love you. Hopeless girl. Begging for love. Begging... For him.

"I love you arzen"