Bucky x reader (fem)

Y/n's mind is racing. Her enemy, her lover? What to do, what to do? He still works for Hydra and is still a ruthless killer. But she loves him. Every time he goes away, she thinks of him. Every night, she dreams of him. Every waking hour of the day, she wants to be with him. But she can't. She must find a way to make their love work. But how?

Also, this is not whatsoever accurate to the timelines and the movies, so don't expect anything

Tw- swearing, pda, lgbtq+ relationship (Nat x wanda)