The Wicked Queen

Love isn't something you find. Love is something that finds you ..

- Loretta Young
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You can't have all things in life. Don't be greedy. Stop being selfish.
Well I learned that in a very young age. Too young if you ask me. They always tell me that. But a small girl only wants a small thing. LOVE. love from my own parents. love from a family. Is that even hard to give? Was that prohibited, a taboo?a sin? I never asked for dolls, dresses, ribbon or any crap. I never asked for anything just.. that simple thing. LOVE.

But instead they told me they won't come back, they're dead, stop being delusional, stop asking for something impossible. Yeah, they got that right. Love is impossible. Instead of giving me love they gave me a heavy loaded gun. yes a gun. I mean why on earth would they give a little girl a heavy loaded gun? That isn't a toy. Why would they give her that?

That was then I realized. This is the reason why they told me that what I was asking for was unimaginable. completely absurd. Of course that little thing called love would never be given to me. Nor would I ever have the chance to experience it. Love is impossible especially if you're born to be an assassin.