She doesn't remember much from the next few days, everything is a flash of blur and the only moments she remembers with brutal clarity are the ones when she sees him. Every time she's in the courthouse she's looking for the sight of him, however brief it would be. She catches glimpses of Ilgaz in the corridors talking with some other prosecutors and judges, of him smiling and listening attentively at whatever Ridvan is saying or of him explaining something patiently to some citizens. OR Ep10 AU about the aftermath of Ceylin leaving Ilgaz in the corridor.