Release The Dark Within: My Twisted Love Story (boyxboy) (boyxgirl)
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  • Reads 27,094
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  • Parts 7
  • Time 1h 3m
Ongoing, First published Oct 27, 2011
This is a twisted love story told in differing points of view. It has boyxboy and girlxboy elements, as well as a familial relationship. It also contains physical/sexual and emotional abuse, so be warned.

Anastasia is a 17 year old girl whose life was torn apart and ripped to shreds two years ago when something so terrible happened to her that she was unable to recover from it. She was forced down a path of self destruction and on the way, found herself falling in love with the most unlikely person imaginable. This only brought about more self loathing and destructive behavior as she continued to deny not only that love, but another one that she harbored secretly for many years.

Donovan is an 18 year old boy with a forbidden true love and a dark past that has forced him to commit unconscionable acts. He is fueled in his perversion by his first love, who only drags him further into the darkness of his lies. His life swiftly spirals out of control when what he believes he has left buried deep within himself, starts to surface. He hides his true self, and denies his twisted desires, but is ultimately ruled by his love for two very different and opposing forces.
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