Our Journey
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At first it was hard, going from an able body to no longer being able to get out of bed mostly due to pain, depression or even no motivation, I want to disappear, I want the pain to leave my body. The loud rawer rang through my ears, 'it hasn't stopped raining' whispering softly into the air.
"He's gone" the vets voice rang loud within the silent room, my arms wrapped around Ciel as my tears blended into his fur, "come back!"
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this is based on a true story of my life join us on our journey
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