I didn't ask for this ~ a BEN drowned fanfic

Finley Smith, not your average 16 year old.
Finley suffers from daily panic attacks, abuse, and struggles with self harm.

One day she has an interesting conversation on cleverbot, which leads to her nearly being murdered.
Life just gets weirder from there.
When you add falling in love with a cold blooded murderer into the mix, the whole situation just seems messed up!
Finley didn't ask to be a proxy, but fate decided to be a little shit.