This is my goodbye
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"I can't live like this I will never be happy here, you have to let me go if you love me." Every word stung and was hard to swallow.
This is a very short story featuring the one and only Justice Carradine. This is a heart breaking story between Justice and his suicidal love.
I purposely left the name out so you could imagine that person as yourself.
Ps this is my first story so any feedback and advice is appreciated! I hope you enjoy!
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