Head Over Heals

“I’ll visit my family this weekend, see them one last time. I’ve made my mind up, I choose to end it. And this time no one will be there to save me”
“Maybe if I put a little bit more make-up, he’d like me. Maybe if I try to be like her, he’ll like me”
“I just don’t fucking care anymore”

“He’s so stupid. God, I can’t believe someone that stupid exists.”
“If I were him…”
“I will always be there for you”

“Books are stupid, who even reads books anymore”
“Women belong in the kitchen, that’s an obvious fact”
“It’s so unattractive when females swear”
“I’ll support you through anything”

The character’s stupidity might annoy you, but this is a naïve person’s journey, we’ve all had stupid thoughts and wrong first impressions.
WARNING:
Selfharm talk, act of selfharm, talk of feminism, depression thoughts, explicit language here and there. Expect anything and read at your own risk.
Slow update, bc I only write this when im super upset. Its basically my way of letting it out.
Things will eventually get better, so don’t be too sad while reading this.