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band-aids don't fix bullet holes

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"What happens when the person you thought you could trust turns into a full blown nightmare... Will you ever be able to heal from the damage? Will life ever be the same again? Well, does love even exist?"

Taylor and Joe have been in a relationship for quite some time. It started out perfectly, fairytale-like even, but with each and every day the bond they once shared, starts to crumble, slowly but steadily. All because the actor doesn't seem to be able to handle the singer's fame. Despite all the warning sings, Taylor chooses to stay with him, watches as he turns her life into a living hell...Will she ever find her way out of his suffocating grip?All Rights Reserved

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