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Beautiful Black Hearts(boyxboy)

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What would you do if you hated life, what would you do if you constantly got bullied, what would you do and how would you cope, well raze is a teenage boy who is just like that he deals with the fact that he is gay, he Hates it but he can't help it, so what will he do when he falls for the new boy at his school and what will the new boy do when he finds out that raze hurts himself, will they get the happy fairy tail ending or will it be dealing with trouble after more troubleAll Rights Reserved

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