What If I Love You? (Phan)
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MatureComplete Fri, Jan 8, 20161h 43m
Skinny love, it's a funny thing. Everyone can see it accept the two people. Take two flat mates, Dan Howell and Phil Lester for example. Phil has flown over to America just as Dan realises he loves Phil. One call changes their lives forever. However, the course of true love never did run smooth. What if's are being hurled around like there's no tomorrow but when they finally meet again at the airport, the two of them both know their lives can never be the same.
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