The unspoken feelings

The diary of.. Selah Rose Smirnoff. Her life was rather. Boring. Or so that's how she saw it. Everyone else saw her as a beautiful girl who was independent, confident, knew what she wanted. It showed in her walk. The way she talked. And, when she would talk about what she loved most her eyes glowed. She didn't know what love was. She never had anything serious. All she had were boys who could tell her sweet nothings but didn't act upon them. She grew up in a Christian home with a sister and a brother both younger. Both parents and a new baby brother on the way. She was in her junior yr of highschool.