{CASSIAN×OC} In a dark abyss somewhere a soul is struggling to breathe,thrashing to hold on, fighting with the darkness eating away her life presence. she tries to fight, tries to resist the pull she's feeling absorbing her towards the darkness. It drags her in it. As her body gets consumed by the darkness she feels nothing, accepting her end. It's been a year since the war ended. Everyone's trying to go on with their life restoring the peace. cassian has done everything he could to help Nesta and now he is done. He is done with Nesta hurting him and hurting his family whom he loves and would die for. He thinks maybe love isn't in his fate. He doesn't deserve to have a happy love life like feyre and Rhys. It all feels wrong. He doesn't know anymore what he feels about Nesta. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING : Graphic Violence