"how lucky to be love by all her mates..." She envies Bai for receiving attention and affection from her mates.She never receive this kind of love in her life, she envy her. If you don't want mates, why not draw the lines between them? "Mmm... I want to be loved like that too." She slowly falls asleep with the thought of being loved like this girl, but what can she do when that probably won't happen... right? NOTE; ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO SORRY IF THERE A GRAMMAR MISTAKE. I TRIED MY BEST.